You know, I’ve gotten to the point of my life where I don’t need multiple girls to live a little, for the sexual thrill. Yeah, I’m 15 and I’m at the peak of where I start thinking about girls and how they work and function, but I don’t even have an interest in all of that. I guess to some extent I’ve lived that for a little while, but I prefer to love. And I do. I am in love. I’d take that over anything any day. I guess what I’m trying to say is that I cherish the love, and the girl I’ve been blessed enough to have. I’m up hours later in the night thinking of how unreal everything came about. I’m beyond happier then I’ve ever been, my life has drastically and entirely better than it’s ever been. I define love as life changing experience. I define love as a sickness. I define love as an addictive heroine running through me. My life has been altered so much by this, and it won’t ever be the same for the better portion. It’s a forever thing, where it makes you well or sick to your stomach. When entered into your life, it’ll run through everything bringing either a negative or positive influence upon your life or your well being. To be honest with you, my life couldn’t be any better and if this is such a high I don’t ever want to be anything else. I don’t care for any other girl, other than the girl that I call “mine”. I’m in love, and I’m too deep to get up.